Excited for next cycle

I have just been doing so much thinking about starting Clomid next cycle and I am very excited.

I have read all about it and the chance of horrible side effects, but i am willing to go through them if this med works for us. I am thrilled at the idea that this med will regulate my cycles, help me ovulate earlier and give me a normal luteal phase...hopefully.
I found the last few days I have allowed myself to hope again. I am still so afraid too, thinking what if this doesn't doesn't work???
I think I am just feeling such relief that I have found an Ob that will work with us, help us and support us. I got that first appointment out of the way, discussed plans of action, have orders for labs and will go in for my pelvic u/s Mon. 11/26. Praying that all the tests are normal.

It just feels like the ball is rolling and I couldn't be happier about that.
Now I am in the wait to get a peak reading on the fm to show ovulation, then I go for labs and then wait for af and then start the Clomid.

I pray every night and hope that the Lord answers our prayers with a BFP.

Next Thurs. is Thanksgiving and then my birthday on Fri. Josh is throwing me a b-day party on Sat. I am looking forward to it...I just love having everyone get together.

Please GOD help us to conceive our miracle!