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Well, Josh and I had a long talk tonight. We are 17 days away from our 1st Wedding Anniversary and although we are so happy with each other, we both want to add to our little family this coming year. We are thinking we need to investigate further into our reason for not conceiving for the past months despite some good efforts.
I admit I am very nervous about going to the doctor. I fear what she will say, what if anything they find that may be wrong, what changes they'll want me to make in my life. I know this is silly, I really do know that, but I am scared. I was just hoping things would just happen for us on our own, but we have given it some time and I know it won't hurt to try and see what the doctors think and maybe get some answers, who knows it may be something simple.
I just pray that my first visit goes well and that I like this new Ob/Gyn that I will be going to. Please wish us the best of luck. I am not sure if I will be changed over to insulin right away or not, but that will also be a big change in my life that I am very nervous about. You know even when things may be for the best, they can still be tough to take.
I really hope that my next A1C test comes back lower then the last one. I have been trying harder to keep my bg numbers in range. I still have a few numbers higher then I'd like at times, but for the most part they are well. I also have had a few lows since being on the Glyburide, some that really scare me, but I have been able to get them up and have been fine so far. This could all change though...learning to manage my Diabetes all over again with a new regimen will be a challenge I am sure.
Well, I will update later. I am hoping to muster the courage to call and make my doctors appointment sooner rather then later.
With that said, we will continue to try on our own**************Baby dust*****************
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