Cd 10 of round 3 of Clomid

Finished my last Clomid pill yest. am. No s/e so far :O)I will wait till Wed. cd 12 to start the FM (should wait 3 days after last pill for accuracy) and will also start our run of BD then too. I am anxious to see when I O this cycle. Based on LMP if we conceive this cycle our due date would be 12-27-08...so this is our chance for a Christmas baby and our last chance for a 2008 baby. Good luck to us!

Starting 3rd round of Clomid tomorrow

3-26-08.
OB thinks my progesterone number is good and doesn't think I need to add more progesterone. She wants to see what this cycle is like and go from there. Okay, so here's hoping for positive results...yet again!

11 dpo big temp dip

I guess we are out this cycle! I had a temp dip yest. with strong cramping from 5 am to 1pm. I told myself that maybe my temp would go back up today and maybe it was implantation. Well my temp went down even lower today (97.95). I really thought Clomid would work for us this 2nd round. Now I am so scared that it won't work. Why didn't it this time? I just feel so sad right now. I did so good this cycle with not obsessing and not being emotional and now my heart is broken. This is all I wanted for Easter and I didn't get it.
I never ever could have imagined it would be so hard to create our little one.
GOD I beg of you to help us...please...please...please! We need your help!! I can't believe we will be onto round 3 of Clomid soon. I have now lost hope that it will even work for us again. I feel so hurt...like I can't do this anymore, but then I will never give us what it is that we want...so I need to get going. Lord please give me the strength and courage. Thank you for the gift of my wonderful and supportive DH, Josh and my whole family. I couldn't do this without them. GOD Bless all of us!

2nd cycle Clomid cd 21 (6 dpo) progesterone

Was 25. This just means I had a good strong ovulation. I wish it were a sign of pg. Lately I have had a sore/ achy lower abdomen with occ. crampiness. I've been more tired, my bb have been sore...esp. R one and nips tender too, my lower back has ached and around my sides, my bs have either been higher then usual or lower then usual all day long. I don't know! I did cave and took a test this am (9 dpo). My temps have been different this cycle too. Went higher in the beginning, but then have gone up and down around 98.42 to 98.13 to 98.43 to 98.4 to 98.67 to 98.4 again today. Still way above my coverline of 97.65.

My crampy/ achiness is subsiding some today, but I continue to pray for our miracle to happen!

I plan on testing again tom. am (10 dpo)Good Friday. Wish me luck and baby dust :O)

7 dpo today

I went for my cd 21 (6 dpo) progesterone b/w yest. Now just waiting to find out what it is. I am thinking I don't feel much this cycle...some mild cramping/ aching near uterus/ cervix area I guess. Today I did have a few quick sharp cramps. Other then that my lower back aches (quite a bit today), I am starting to feel tired and my chest is just a bit sore. Oh and my BS has been either much higher then usual for an entire day or 2 or 3 in a row or a day of all low numbers...strange! We will see...............

I will be 10 dpo on Friday and I am trying to hold out testing till then, even then may be early. Friday is actually Good Friday and my FF test date is on Monday the 24th. Sunday the 23rd is Easter. I am praying I will get a positive for Easter.

Good BS#s

My 30 day avg. is 104 (lowest I have ever had)and 107 for 180 day avg. I have been hanging around the 107-108 range...awesome for me! On the chart I have, the 104 translates into a 5.1 A1C and 108 = 5.2. My last A1C was 6.9 and before that 7. It was much higher (double digits) when I was diagnosed. I can't remember the lowest I have had it, but I know it has never been even close to the 5's.

CD 15 2nd peak day on FM

Can really feel ovulation yest. and today. Very achy/sore lower abdomen and cervix.