J called back last night

She called us around 11:45 pm (here) and she was very calm, sounded happier then ever and apologized over and over again. She said she was going to go through with the adoption. That she had made her mind up and wasn't changing it. She wants us to have the baby. Her boyfriend came back into the picture and was trying to get her to keep the baby (not sure yet if it is Bfather or not), but when they started to talk about how things would work, she realized they weren't going to. She said she was going through an emotional roller coaster over the past 2 days and she is sure now. We asked her if she would change her mind again (I know, one never knows) and she said a firm no. So I guess we proceed from here very cautiously and guarded. I need to call our SW and update her on the change again. Josh and I would really like it if we could wait till TPR is signed before traveling just in case.

I will keep you all updated.