Wonder....................

I sit up these past few nights finding it hard to put my mind to rest. I wonder about you, about your future. Will we be your Mommy and Daddy?????

The fear in my heart that we just don't know the answer to this is so strong. I feel you out there, I feel I've known about you for a while now, yet we know nothing about you.
We pray first and foremost for your health and for your birth mom's strength and courage and for a smooth transition for all of us as we wait, wonder and worry about your birth fathers rights for what will seem like an eternity I am sure.

It is so, so very hard just not knowing what will ultimately happen.
I have become attached to this little one who is not yet here and who we have just came to find out about a mere week ago today.
We want you little one soooooo very much!
As the days go on I feel more worried I can't imagine things changing and us coming home without you or this situation not continuing at all.
Okay that's it, I need to and will stop worrying about this. What's going to happen is going to happen it is in God's hands and there is no changing what's to come, we need to accept whatever comes with this situation, but for now...We are CHOSEN and we wait excitedly for news each and every day.
I pray for you with all that I am that you are born healthy and strong and you are our baby!

God hear this prayer!